I'm really trying very hard...
I'm fixing the problems that I've made
I'm forcing myself to get through
I'm making everyone unhappy
I'm causing many problems
I'm ruining myself
I just want to make things right.
I couldn't cope with things I have now
I'm trying to follow and remember things that I should remember
but I couldn't
Why am I so irresponsible
Why am I making everyone unhappy
Why am I doing things wrongly
Why am I making projects into failure
What had happened to me?
This is not me.
I'm not irresponsible, and I'm not a person who push jobs to others.
Is there anyway to lead myself back to where it was?
I really wish I could go back to where I could
make everything right
finish every task in time
done everything that had been ordered
I'm just not the usual me now.
I'm not as perfect as you think, now.