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17.6.10

my milk toof :D

hello hello. :D
i'm back again! after those exams D: grr..
i've something to share here :) 
it's ICKLELARDEE
both of them are teeth made from clay
cute lahh
the blog author create sweet and cute short stories with them as main characters
you'll laugh as you follow the story :)
let's begin:
http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

go check it out yourself! :D

happy holidays.

25.4.10


到最后我可以不爱了 你却说舍不得 :(

2.4.10

Do you really understand that,

I'm trying
I'm really trying very hard...
I'm fixing the problems that I've made
I'm forcing myself to get through
but
I'm making everyone unhappy
I'm causing many problems
I'm ruining myself
I just want to make things right.
I couldn't cope with things I have now
I'm trying to follow and remember things that I should remember
but I couldn't
Why am I so irresponsible
Why am I making everyone unhappy
Why am I doing things wrongly
Why am I making projects into failure
What had happened to me?
This is not me.
I'm not irresponsible, and I'm not a person who push jobs to others.
Is there anyway to lead myself back to where it was?
I really wish I could go back to where I could
make everything right
finish every task in time
done everything that had been ordered
I'm just not the usual me now.
I'm not as perfect as you think, now.

12.2.10

DBSK!


DBSK!

*screams*

chinese new year is coming
CHINESE NEW YEAR is coming with VALENTINES!

chocolates biscuits angpaus dresses families HA HA HA!

happy happy woooLALA
sot sot jor



XD
don't bother me
i'm just simply CRAZY

;)

Happy Chinese New Year 
&
Happy Valentines!

may you all have a happy and enjoyable year!

xoxo
ps: baby photos are just simply CUTE! aww <3
changed songs for mp3!
haven't watch WOOHOO yet, gonna watch it =)
I can FELL THE cny spirit this year!!!
can you?

14.1.10

sorry choir.

dearest choir,
I'm sorry for all the things i had done
sorry melanie
sorry ming zhao
sorry melody
sorry ting jia
sorry yi yun
sorry zhi jie
sorry sorry
i'm really really sorry
i know it's ridiculous but you have to trust me
i will try my very very best to improve myself
although i could not promise you last time
but now I can, I'm always ready to change
although sometimes I'm just like an outer space mini person-unnoticeable
even I did not do anything wrong, i have no reason to say that I'm right
because there's no any witness or anyone there to speak a word or another
i'm not blaming anyone, and now I want to change this
although this year is not a right year to waste time improving myself
but if i don't make it quick, I'll regret as it's too late after that
days passed, i couldn't prove that I had showed up more than I should
the problem I'm facing now is temporary unable to solve
at least i trust that it's only temporary
I'm trying to solve, it's just you guys don't know
i need to find a way to get rid of this problem as soon as possible
or else I'll turn out to be a BAD BAD guy
trust me I'm very bad to you, do you know that?
not only you, even my friends, my homework
I treat them all BADly but not in purpose
seriously......
I'm not happy as last time and I know why
it's my turn to be responsible
everyone had treated me so good that I've forgot my responsibility
thus, other than that problem
every problem that i've made out about choir is ALL my fault
i have to change
give me a chance to change
although it's quite late now
but I think I still have time left
I'll do what you guys expect me to do
I'll do everything as neat as nice as possible
I had enough of those tiring attitude thingy
so before I start to hate myself
I have to change
2010 is a year that I have to change
I don't need to be prefect, but I have to be good
like the cyy last time
I've lost myself
and I'm trying to find the map myself
to get back the good girl who treat everyone and everything good
at least.
because it's my responsibility
this time I don't need your help
what I ask for now is,
can you just trust me whatever I do?
I'll try my best, I'll try my best

p/s: I'll come for every lesson from now, I don't care whether i'm not being informed or just an outerspace person. I'll be me.

Choir is A big big happy family. And before finding back the happy family, I'll create one-

3.1.10

03-01-10

haih, we are going back to school tomorrow >< yet i'm still not prepared....
too many things to do at school..like pmr, prefects duties, choir thingy, projects, homeworks, tuition......
cyy, please don't do anything wrong tomorrow O.O
how are you guys in the holidays? I'll surely miss them...that's when I can wake up at 10 every day ><
now i'm a morning session student, form 3 summore   i have to wake up 5.30 everyday!!
okay, stop talking about stress here emo there thingy, nobody likes emo kay! D:
school days should be happy :D think about friends, think about fun~ think about laugh HAHA
hmm who are the teachers that are teaching us this year? hmm.......
I really hope that everyone can be happy forever and always :)
lol, i'm in 3A1 this year...i just hope that I will improve myself, then everything is enough =)
understand what you are doing! just be yourself, okay?

by the way, I will not be updating this blog so often after today - - there will be homeworks and other stuffs to do after this ><

anyways,
happy new year and good luck!!

31.12.09

Welcome 2010 (:

Happy New Year everyone!
2009 is a very sweet and happy year...
thank you for all the sweet memories :)
I'm very sure that 2010 will colour our life with pretty rainbows like 2009
byebye 2009~ HEY 2010!
o(^.^)o
good luck everyone
and gambatte for all PMR & SPM candidates
T-T
don't stress yourselves!
remember to smile always and be happy =)

byebye and hihi

heehee ;D

see you next year

24.12.09

Christmas :D



HO HO HO
merry christmas everyone!
have a happy happy CHRISTMAS :D

see you guys next year (:
mwah mwah

20.12.09

hair cut :D

heehee (:
I cut my hair again!
it was even shorter than the 1st time =D
the hairstylist washed my hair before cutting
he said that was to make my hair straighter and easier for him to cut :D
some of my friends like it but some of them don't T.T
but it's okay
at least I like it :)
clean and tidy
& layered enough too
i'm happy with my new hairstyle
heehee
but i don't know whether I can tie it up or not O-O
if not, hope that it will grow longer before 2010 ><

(: do you like it? it shows no difference in photos :P

before xD

after =D

nice?

holidays + books

sleep . eat . play . laugh
this is my daily routine in the holidays, it hasn't change before and I wouldn't want it to change :D
but you wouldn't believe this - i've hooked up with a pile of english books after reading twilight!
amazing~ I couldn't imagine that CCCYY is spending her last few holidays reading ENG books!
hmph, after coming back from Kinokuniya, I started borrowing books from friends, relatives, and those were all english omgosh~ okay I have to admit, twilight is really a thrilling tale and it could even cause ME to touch eng books O_O the problem i'm facing now is - I need to speed up my reading to finish this whole pile of books before the school reopens! i have to return to my friends before that...It's quite impossible though, for a slow-motional-person like me (: erm perhaps at least finish reading new moon? [i know i'm quite outdated as most the girls have read twilight series a decade ago ><]

><
I'll drown in this pile of books the next few weeks


love reading :D
love books too <3

good night (:

28.11.09

happy as always (:

yaya happy happy me happy
because my family & friends care for me
and I shouldn't be sad right?
if I'm sad then i'm not CCCYY already xD

just keep the rainbow up~ xD

23.11.09

I don't know

should I really know? why should I PRETEND not to know?
what is that? I'm just like a person of the outerspace and I don't understand what are you guys talking about.....
it'll hurt meeee?
I just wished I knew NOTHING about it
I just wished I knew even nothing, not SOMETHING and not everything?!
thank you, it'll hurt me right?
but now it hurts too......do you know that?
it'll change me? alright, i have the rights to know...but I know i shouldn't know right now
thank you I know you guys care for me
but I just don't understand
It's like everyone knows but the one who's related didn't know even a single thing till today
ice cream
ice cream
I want ice cream!!!
ice cream sweet, and sweet makes me happy =D
i don't want to know anymore! so can you just tell me who is that?
everyone knows? you know? she know? he knows? but you say you don't know?!
I really wished that's not me
that's not me
that's not me
that's not me
is it really better if i don't know?
is it?
sorry
sorry guys

20.11.09

a day in sunway pyramid


yesterday all drama fellows went out to sunway pyramid
we watched a nice and exciting movie named '2012'
the time duration of the movie is 2 hours and 28 minutes mwahaaa
guess what, some of the girls cried .__.
it's not scary for me..but it's SAD, cold and nervous.......
speaking of cold..I regret that I didn't bring jackets to cover myself ><
i think i was just sitting under the air-conditioner in the cinema
so i was shivering for 2 hours ++
and then
the movie turned to be a little bit scary
when everyone in the movie was screaming for help as the large tsunami was going to cover the whole nation....
and when zi ning told me that yin2 was crying
and when zi ning also covered her mouth with her hands and started to cry
and when teng hoong also felt a little bit scared
then I used the popcorn to cover my face xD
but 2012 is a nice film though haaa
when we came out of the cinema
everyone was laughing at me for not finishing the popcorns (come on, the packet was large...;D)
then some of us have lunch at jusco food court
while the others went to Kim Gary to have their lunch
wan yi zi ning jing xian teng hoong and a few of us ordered claypot yee meee
why? because it's quite cheap and looks YUMMY
haaaa
but it's a bit spicy...poor wan yi
she don't like spicy food ><

after lunch
we took group photos and then we separated
everyone went walk walk around the shopping mall
but we have different destinations =D
4.30 wan yi zi ning and I went back homeeeeeee
that's all for that dayyyyy - -
should we hang out again? :D
phew, i'm relieved that I didn't dream about the scary scenes of 2012 yesterday

=D

17.11.09

Goodbye.



thank you guys~ thank you for the memories~ thank you for those happy memories you guys gave me...YOU ROCK~ pray hard everyone, hope that we will all be in the same class next year~ mwah mwah mwah mwah...I will always remember you guys~

<3

15.11.09

crazy (:



yes, I'm crazy enough. like this you won't forget me right? good, because I won't forget you either ;]
great, now i'm sure that everyone is missing our class..why? because 2A1 is too crazy~
now everyone in 2A1 hates holidays..why? because 2A1 is too crazy~
we're just too crazy to be 2A1-ians
my heart now belongs to this crazy family, and I'll never leave.
except all crazy members are leaving together
hand-in-hand (:
then we'll not be scared anymore..
caring and sharing will still remain
CRAZINESS will also remain
well
there's no ending for this story..
because i know that
we are crazy enough
to continue the story
right?

14.11.09

nothing much

haih..sorry guys...i'm trying to upload photos of the Drama Competition in facebook ><
but it's toooo slow...
so you have to wait for a few days to get the photos...so sorryy
if you need it in urgent (which is quite impossible) you can get it from Lee Chia (:
changed my blogskin, nice?
mondayy is the last day of school O.o
and we are totally not happy D:
why? because we'll miss each other after monday, and that is totally not fun :\
saw that photo up there? that's my sis infront..yawning ^^
and i'm at the back..looks like she wants to eat meeee for supper ;D
my youngest sis accidentally took this photo haaha..and it's soo funny
please don't beat me sisssieeeeee =D
it's 3 o'clock now and I have nothing to do except blogging..GOOD
but i'm thinking about 2A1 now T.T
stop it CYY stop IT
sob

every 2A1 member is missing 2A1 now..............
how do i know? there's facebook and blogger - -
we got champion in the drama competition and I'm sooooo happy (:
but the more good memories about 2A1
the more emo we are....
as we are leaving 2A1..the best 2A1 ever!


p/s: I'm just emo-ing here, so if you don't like this post as it's too 'eww', it's normal (:


monday ):

please don't let me see someone in 2A1 crying on Monday, because I'll be the next one..
it's just soooo bad, drama placed us all together and now holidays are separating us ><
you guys are just sooo good...you guys are always there to care for each other...................
we really did a great job 2A1 drama folks, you guys make me cry and laugh, and then cry and laugh
non of you are not important to me D: special thanks to:

EVERYONE IN 2A1

wakakaka ;D I 'grow' a lot, smile a lot, act a lot, crazy a lot, sampat a lot in 2A1
you guys are just soooo cool 0(>.<)o
is there an opportunity that everyone in 2A1 goes to 3A1? i'll miss you all ):
so much...

26.10.09

Jay

讨厌的周杰伦,他的慢歌都很赞啦!我曾经很疯狂这些歌,不论是词、曲都很好~

轨迹
怎么隐藏我的悲伤
失去你的地方
你的发香散得匆忙
我已经跟不上
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍

想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后
忘记
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后
微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
闭上眼睛还能看见
你离去的痕迹
在月光下一直找寻
那想念的身影
如果说分手是苦痛的起点
那在终点之前我愿意再爱一遍
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后忘记你
接着紧紧闭上眼
想着那一天会有人代替
让我不再想念你
我会发着呆然后微微笑
接着紧紧闭上眼
又想那一年你温柔的脸
在我忘记之前
心里的眼泪模糊了视线
你会看不见


借口
翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的
借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我
......
如果难过
请你忘了我

搁浅
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过
却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天
搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线
复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会
你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就
我----只能
永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开

退后
天空灰的像哭过
离开你以后
并没有更自由
酸酸的空气
守住我们的距离
一幕醉心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息
抽屉泛黄的日记
找到了回忆
那笑容是傻气
你我的过去
被深深真的忘记
缺氧过后的爱情
存心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错
只是忘了怎么
退后
信誓旦旦给的承诺
全被时间扑了空
我知道门都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情会一定带去

我知道我们都没有错
只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
(相信你我还会有开始
只因我们都没有错)

...T-T...
纯粹分享,不是jay的fans不要打我 ><

a note <3

Kai Kai,

we will always support you deee, no matter what <3
so cheer up, we would like to see you smile (:
remember that your smile will melt all of us weih!!
BE HAPPY
loves and mwahs,
yy =D